butttt I’m leaving. Things have taken a turn for the worse and I need to focus on me. I might be back one day, if you want to stay in contact w me ask for my email .
xo.

It’s funny how when things start to get even a little bit better, I start looking to get triggered. It’s like I can’t just let this go.

Now I’ve been eating again, but it’s like I pick one type of food an only eat that for a week! cereal for a week, soup for a week, ugh.

I’ve started binging way more often, not like uh-oh I ate a cookie so I’ll call that a binge either. Like full on binge. The kind where I cannot be satisfied no matter what, it’s like no matter what I eat I need more, I need to get a different taste of something, I need more of this or that. Untill I’m miserable.

These food obsessions are driving me nuts. Like my new obsession with salty/sweet. If I eat something salty, I need to eat something sweet, but If I start with sweet I can’t just eat something salty, I’ll have to eat salty then sweet again. This goes through my mind every time I eat.

Does anyone else ever have to go through any thing like this?

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